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I AM LOOKING FOR NOBODY
DON'T SEND ME COCKPICTURES
I DON'T REACT AT COCKPICTURES

BROKEN SPIRIT
ALONE I SIT HERE
EMPTY AND ALONE
THE LIGHT BECKOMS ME
IT FORCE ME TO BE OK
HIDDEN AWAY  MY FEELINGS ARE …
SHOWING NO EMOTIONS IS HOW I'M
I HAVE TO FIGHT TO BE ALIVE
I HAVE TO PRETEND TO CARE
THE WORLD CRUSHED MY DREAM
YET IT FORCES ME TO BE
I ONCE WAS ALIVE
NOW I JUST SURVIVE …
AND NOW I FINALLY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
TO RISK EVERYTHING AND STILL SURVIVE
WHEN YOU'RE STANDING ON THE BATTLEFIELD
AND ALL THE PAIN IS REAL
THAT'S WHEN YOU REALIZE
I AM NOT ALONE ...

    
                   
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I believe in nothing
not the day not the night
not he good not the bad
not the sun not the moon
not the silence not the loudest
not the heroes not the victims
not the smart not the dumbs
not the rich not the poor
not the earth not the universum
WE PLAY TILL WE ARE BROKEN
LEFT SOME DREAMS
SWAVE ON PROMISES
TO THE EDGE OF EARTH
2 PEOPLE : THE BAD AND THE EVIL
WAKE UP - ARISE ARISE
BELIEVE , HAVE FAITH ... PROMISES TO MAKE
WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING ... OPEN YOUR HEART
LIFE JUST STARTED ... ENJOY IT
A DAY TO REMEMBER ME
WHEN I'M GONE ...
STILL LUV U2

                                    
                               

Amsterdam the most beautiful capital city of earth                             

   

I WROTE THIS FOR DAVID BOWIE

I'm  only Human - a person - a number - a blunder
Not realy one kind of an Original
A vision into the future like a Jeanny in a fantasy
some magic dust to create my own miracles
A version of the devil dressed in Angel clothes
a litlle bit of voodoo to bring me in trance
a batlle an attack to get me in shape
to spider for spirit , more lyricks maybe it's insane
Feels immortal , a poison pen
for writing down emotions
Like in a church
praying praying for more devotions
My heart ticks like a bomb
Like crime passion : one shot needy to get an explotion
a move a reation to change destiny
for a new rap or a romantic poem
maybe for a confession to make
It's unreal like an alien or an eartling on Mars
Making me fucking confusing, this rap drives me nuts
I hope i can handlle this motion a bit crazy  scary
 ...different...like a lunatic telling a ferrytale
believing my own wonder , a litlle bit thunder and lightning
some fireworks , a count down to be celebrate
Feels like God of the universe...a Holy moment
Like try a new  medicine that brings me in a spacy dimension
a soundtrack of crazy  litlle thoughts ,  a never ending story
to feel the base maybe for an illusion to carry on
so repeat me , don't forget...I'm just feating my brains
to get on track , a new sound for jamming another rap
like a toj soldier in a warzone ...I've got to play
Never let me down ...Some Paper ...a Poison Pen
a beat and do it … rap my way …

 a kiss to all my friends ...X...

SO FRAGILE … THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TEAR EVER …

ANGEL
MY  mother is an angel
Truly heavens best invation
She's Always busy doing deeds …
too numerous to mention
There's just no way  to measure
All the love and joy She brings
Yes mother is an angel
Who has truly earned her Wings

 most beautifull rose …  for me ...

            

watch and
look behind you cause the Devil is coming after you protecting me.

                                                                                       

BROKEN ANGELS WHO HAVE FORGOTTEN TO FLY
WAKING UP...READY FOR SOME ACTION
AN ANGEL LEARN TO FLY
NOW THAT I CAN TAKE IT ALL TO CLOUD 9
DROPPING , WANNA FEEL THE RUSH
NOTHING COULD BE QUIT AWSUME LIKE A GLOWING STAR
WHEN I'M SOARING THROUGH THE SKY
SO HERE WE FLY AND WE GONNA TAKE IT SLOW
WE ARE READY NOW TO TOUCH THE SKY
THIS IS HOW IT  MUST  FEELS … TO FLY
I'M ON CLOUD 9 … I'M ON CLOUD 9
THIS IS HOW IT FEELS TO FLY
CAUSE AT THE END
I AM AN ANGEL STILL SINGING AND DANCING IN HEAVEN 2

 … AN EYE ONLY CAN TELL ...

I'M AN ANGEL UNDERNEED
NOTHING IN BETWEEN
IT'S ONLY  JUST : BEING ME
I'M A GODESS ON MY KNEES
TELLING A LIE FOR A GOOD CAUSE
OR A DIRTY JOKE FOR A REASON TOO
JAMMING  NOTHING REALLY MATTERS ANYMORE
ROCKIN YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANTS
BUT STILL NEEDS SO I  SINGING
I DID IT MY WAY … I TRY  IT EVERY DAY
SWAGGER... SINGING & DANCING ON MUSIC
IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT , EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE
WALKING ON SNOWWHITE , BURNING IN THE SUN
SWEATING PURPLE PEARLS , CRYING SHINY DIAMONDS
ALL OVER MY FACE , SHOUTING FOR OUT LOUD
I'M FEELING  … PROUD  ...MORE AND MORE , I DO
CAUSE I'M  A NEW BORN  STAR SHINING  ...TOO

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THE WALK OF LIFE
ONLY HATE THE ROAD
WHEN I MISSING HOME
STILL SINGING - DANCING - JAMMING - RAPPING
ROCK MY WAY INTO HOLY HELL OF HEAVEN
MISSING A HOT LIGHT WHEN IT IS BURNING LOW
MISSING THE SUN FOR IT STARTS TO SNOW
NEEDY : SOME PAPER AND A POISON PEN
DOING THE THINGS  I LIKE ON MY OWN CLOUD NINE
WRITE ALL MY GOOD & BAD SHIT DOWN
JUST  FOR LIKE LOVING ,  DOING IT
TO REMEMBER ME WHEN I'M GONE
 … LUV U2 ...

music I love it
I feel it in the sound of my soul
in the base of my mind
hear it in the beat of my heart
and when there is no more music on planet earth
then I disappear...vanish from the universe
maybe going to hell
sing and dance with the devil himself ...



God would you … … …
if I walk away  would  you  come run after me
if I sing would you come  listening to me
if I left you ,  ,would you come after me , looking for me 
if I'm a star would you shine for me
if I having pain would you feel my hurties
if I cry would you know why i'm crying
if I like you would you love me
if I'm alone would you stay with me
if I'm gonna sit down would you come sit next to me
if I'm sad would you try make me feel  happy
if I miss someone would you help  finding her
if I don't won't anymore would you die for me ...
if I tell something which is on my mind would you listen
if I pray to God would you pray for me getting  a blessing
if I cook a meal  would you eat it with me
If I'm having pain  would you feel my hurties
if I fall will  you  catch me before i hit the ground
if I shout  for out loud , would you scream for me
if I need someone would you be there for me
if my hands are cold would you take them in yours
if I need a shoulder  will you let me cry on it
if  tearsdrops stream all over my face would you  cry with me
AND  try to fix it cause I can't … CAUSE
IF THERE IS A GOD                                
WHY BAD THINGS HAPPENS
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Max Verstappen RebBull33 - Formula1

A  DEAMON CRAVING CHAOS
BUT AT THE END
IT WAS AN ANGEL SEEKING FOR PEACE
AND SPREAD
SOME LOVE TO HOLD ON
CAUSE
 THAT'S WHAT  WE GONNE NEED
IN THIS CRISIS TIME 
OF THE CORONA VIRUS TAKE CARE EVERYONE  ...X...I AM LONELYteardrops 
streaming over my face - 
cry me well …
 to create my own miracles :
to feel better … 4ever
needy an angel and some magic dust for :
 OXYGEN  … maybe 4 new lungs too
a wonder specially  for me -
to breath well … to live , to go on …with my life
these are my precious things - where 
 I DREAM OF.. 
Me the  Marleen
 worth to remember :... me …
when i'm gone
still luv U2..A kiss for you ...My drawingEMINEM - Marshall Mathers - silm shady  -  slim shady is crazy  , shady made me  but tonight slim shady is rocking my babyMY DREAMCAR … THE FASTEST … A  BUGATTI  VEYRON THE MAGIC  BOOK  OF WIZARDMAKE MY DAY                                                                                                                                                                                                             just me  after having oxygen and the other : me having no oxygen at the same year … it's about almost 5 years ...